#im forced to take shitty summer classes bc im behind on credit hours by basicallly an entire year
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#destiny if you see this no you dont#i really fucking hate my life right now#im forced to take shitty summer classes bc im behind on credit hours by basicallly an entire year#for a degree i dont really want at school i never fucking wanted to even go to and now im basically failing these classes because of it#i never wanted to go to college i fucking hate the structure of schooling and not my mental health is shit and i so badly dont want to care#but my anxiety is literally eating me alive and i cant get myself to do anything bc my executive dysfunction has literally never been worse#i really want to just fucking drop out of this fucking place my parents forced me to go to#i really just fucking hate my life right now and if i didnt have people depending on me i dont know if i'd be trying at all#i really wish i was dead sometimes#not that i'm going to /do/ anything but god i really fucking hate where i am now#mentally and physically#and my parents just dont fucking care#they just see my grades and thats all that matters to them#“you're just using it as an excuse” like i WANT to fail at shit#ignore me just losing my fucking mind having my worst breakdown yet#grey groans
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